You

I saw your picture today, brought back some really great memories. I thought about so many things my head was spinning. I wish I could talk to you, see you, touch you and feel you. Your "his" now so it seems as if the ship for you has long since sailed. I met someone, met her a while ago actually but things between us have started to take off. its scary cause I feel for like I did you, I truly think I can see a future with her. she has a daughter, cute as a button. you know I've always wanted to have kids and im learning how to get along around them haha, makes think that I just may prove you wrong and be a good father after all. I'm not gonna lie, I miss you and I miss us! I wish things would have been different but I want to thank you for loving me as much as you did and maybe just maybe still do. I have you on camera saying we would get married, still wish that were true. She makes me happy though and its been a long time since I've been happy. Not as happy as you made me but she definitely has the ability I think... I miss us Miggles, I love you! Piggy pooh

Complicated

My love for her is complicated All my love she's confiscated I have no more to give No longer do I want to live Live without her in my life Live with her being someone elses wife Lord I sit here and I pray Please bring her back and let her want to stay Stay in my arms where she's safe Like in Baseball on a base if not please keep her memoray real cause nothing but love for her is what i feel I don't know what else to do So cliche but I'm really blue I miss my Angel more than ever Wish I could call her my wife forever Married to her I would be so happy doesn't matter if this is sappy I love my Miggles that is true Margaret, I miss and truly Love you

Prayer

Day 4 of dreaming of you
Day who knows of loving you more
No amount of days are enough for sure
I am sick and only you are my cure

I think of you everyday
I pray for you and this is what I say...

I ask god to keep you happy even if not with me
I ask for the wisdom and vision I do not already see
I tell him but he don't seem to listen when I say set her free
I beg him to bring you back to me
Then I say to god I know why she is not here
For I did things to make her live in fear
When she succeeded I rarely gave a cheer
What once was fuzzy is now all too clear
Then I say god but I miss her so
And i ask Why did you make me watch her go
It's not like broadway, I did not enjoy the show
Where my heart was a shining star, now it's barely a dim glow
A piece of me died that day
And for that is why I pray
On my back in my bed in quiet say
I beg to you father, if at all in my heart, let her stay...

I dream about you all the time
You were and will always be my life
This was never just a line
On my knee, with all my heart, will you be my wife???

Midnight

Midnight
The eve of the new day
Just there in our sight
On my knees for you I pray

Silence of the morning
Just before a majetic dawning
A new path we can explore
Like a boat desperately seeking the shore

A boat Looking to dock
for lifes true bounty
Believe me or not
You can count on me

Miss your touch
Your beautiful smile
Truth be told
I would walk a thousand miles
To be happy with the one I love
Like two christmas doves
floating across the midnight sky
... I love you!

no more

This house isn't a home no more
You don't live here, no more
I wish things were different
Baby thats for sure

You don't call me no more
you don't write me no more
Wish things were different
Baby, thats for sure

I'm sick cause were no more
You are the only cure
What were we fighting for
Nothing, Cause it's over

our love was so pure
Wish i could kiss your lips
Dreams, i shot them from the hip
Wish we weren't.. no more

Away

Things between us have been weird,
I wish of him clear you would have steared
You made your bed, but sleeping alone
Wish I could call you, talk to you on the phone

He's free, Never wanting to stay
He saw you, a victim, his prey
So on this beautiful fall day
Because of him, you are away

Away from me
The one who will always love you
Away from you mom
Your constant protector

Away from you seesters
who love and miss you so
Because of that cheapster
You had to go

We all love you
We miss you so much
Can't wait for the day
I can take you out to lunch

Your a pussycat, A gentle soul
You always set yourself up with goals
He took them away with a little help from you
Just can't believe that this is all true

I'm not mad, I never will be at you
I just may never fully understand why you did
what he wanted you to do
Is it really because he said I love you?

I'm here for you always,
Never goin away
Just gonna sit here
until that beautiful winters day

When I get to see you
and hold you so tight
and never again let you slip away
out of my sight..

Hang in there love, I'll be here for you when you come home!!! I love you!

So long

A break from the norm
I'm here all alone
Noone seems to care
So I'll just sit here and stare

A life has passed by
I will not cry
A new life is infront of me
Hope to open my eyes and see

I just exizt
Nothing more
Is this what life consists
A feeling of a perpetual chore?

All good things come to and end
I am not happy about that my friend
So I hope you get this letter that i will send
I hope you miss me and love me once again

Noone really knows
The pain that I have endured
I can tell you plainly
I will find my cure

Whether I have found it and lost it
Whether I havn't looked in the right place
There is something out there
That will occupy my space

So long
Farewell
My love
...Miggles